Sunday, January 30, 2011

A Sunday walk, Ry's heart, and little piece of Heaven

Ashlyn and I went for a Sunday walk. A beautiful evening.
It felt so good to be out. My first walk outside in a while.
(looking down into Boulder)
(our pathway behind our home. D U S K.)

I love Sundays.
A time to go to church,
a time to reflect,
and time to spend as a family.
Ashlyn and I decided to take a Sunday Stroll....
Ashlyn was looking for hawks and coyotes.

I was looking for a little bit of peace.
It was a beautiful evening, a great day at church,
time to finally relax.

Ry and I had just finished our talks:
Service. Stewardships. and Blessings.
A topic I truly believe in.
What you put out. Will completely come back to you.
Karma? you ask?
A bit, I do believe.
It will come full circle.
What we choose to reap, is what we will sow.
But I had a moment today.
Ry's talk made me cry.
It came straight from the heart.
I hadn't even heard him speak like that.
Missionary work, the importance of the gospel in our lives,
the love he has for his Father, his Mother, for serving Missions,
even amongst a hard diagnosis, the service and thus rewards.
and at the end, he cried and thanked me, for moving for him.

The sacrifice I made to leave Utah, my sisters, brothers, family, cousins,
to follow his dream to Colorado. Ry so proud of his kids....
For leaving UT, coming here and making a home. A home we love.
He thanked my "new" CO friends, for taking me in and
loving me like a sister, noting how close I am to my sisters in Utah.
He was so grateful.
He spoke to his oldest son, Austin, and told him how proud he was
of him. He gets the Aaronic priesthood in a few months.
A quiet but strong leader Austin will be.
Ultimately: the bottom line:
Live our lives well, people could be watching, but be yourself,
stand up for what you believe, be kind, be gracious, be
the better you. And always thank our Heavenly Father.
It was a great day.
(Like my big hair?!)
At the end of our walk...
(bear with me..my cute and a little bit cheesy story about Ashlyn!)
Ashlyn had asked many questions, which she does all the time.
(She is always so curious.)
So tonight on our walk she asked:
Do you think we could ever touch the sky?
Who invented the English language?
and her best question, the one I could really answer, she asked...
"Is Heaven just like this?" I mean like this, on Earth,
with our families, our blues skies, and these happy days?"

I smiled at her and answered wholeheartedly.
"yes."
What a great day.
One to remember.
I found my peace and Ashlyn found her Hawk.
How she loves those hawks...
(click on pic and I got a pic of the hawk... is far right...flying against the mountain.)
Hope you had a happy Sunday too!
love u Ry.
and
Happy 43rd Anniversary Mom and Dad!
xo!

4 comments:

The Gooch Family said...

Tawny - You really are so blessed with the way you use your words when you write. You make me tear up all the time! I'm so glad you are enjoying your Colorado life.

Amber said...

It sounds like the talks went well! I am gald you got to spend the day with Ash, she is so sweet. We miss her - well all of you!! Even though it is not even close to the same without you, I am happy for you and happy that you love Denver!!
See ya in a few days!

Natalie said...

I love those moments. All of your Sunday moments were awesome. Enough to refuel you for awhile. Ry is a bit like Renn, something about giving talks brings out the tender side of our hubbies, which makes us love them more. I woke up on the wrong side of the bed this morning and your post has helped me. Thanks girl. I love Ashlyn's curious nature. I don't have any kids like that. They are just nosey!! CO is lucky to have the STOTTS!!!!

Full of Grace said...

I love Sundays too! Your walk and talk sounds wonderful, and your pics are stunning :)