ON my runs
I think and think,
I decide, I wonder, I analyze.
I go over and over all the things running through my mind.
Usually it's life, kids, decisions, the usual...
But these past 2 months have been a bit crazy.
So chaotic with everything going on...
buying, selling, planning.
Our big decision to move, a new job, a new home, moving the kids,
new schools, new friends..
A new life.
I have good days and bad moments.
I feel full heartily we made the right choice,
with that said, that does not mean I don't have fears or worries.
BUT today, I was grateful. yes.
I got my second wind, the sun peeked out
and the wind was blowing through my hair.
and then something happened:
Suddenly I felt peace. P E A C E. warm, happy peace.
It felt good.
so good.
I know everything will be alright.
and in a strange way, I am excited for the journey ahead.
I feel we are supposed to be out there for a reason.
and today reaffirmed that.
This weekend I have run 21 miles.
Lots of thinking time, lots of good time. It is my therapy. I love it.
I don't know what I would do without my runs every day.
They are great.
And lately I have been at lunch almost every single day with sisters and friends.
They are my therapy too. I am so lucky to have them.
I will miss them so much but it's all good too.
Their support is wonderful. I thank my sistas: Kristin, Brooke, Amber, Emily, Misty, Jan, Brie, Mama, CA and Angela (who is having her baby today..good luck girl!) I have the best support system. (and thanks to my bro's too.) I am so lucky.
And today was our home inspection in CO.
Ry was there all morning long, with me on the cell phone.
I was asking him to check paint colors, bedrooms, measurements. etc..
It was fab.
We are a little more than one month away.
and
IT. feels. good.
my song: "The wind," Cat Stevens
